You Kill Me to Live Again 

The scars and marks are still there,

Covering my body like a dress and shoes to pair.

It was once a happy ever after,

Without knowing the tragic ending that is waiting for her.

You make her believe all the lies you made,

Keeping her hopes up like your own personal maid.

From the promises and words that keeps her entertain,

While you silently watch her drown slowly in pain.

It was not fake nor it wasn’t an accident,

It is a part of your plan to make her give up and tell “I can’t”.

Her tears are your source of enjoyment,

Until she forever disappear from your sight from that moment.

You killed her repeatedly with all the words you said,

Making sure her actions are all will be brutally paid.

You mark her so she won’t be able to free her heart from anyone,

And that’s what you thought now knowing she’ll soon run.

The years of torture are more than enough to kill her many times,

Enough to put her in a series of long cries.

The cold night and the moon are the only thing that make her ease,

As she drown in the darkness which is her little source of peace.

You never realized that she’ll have her freedom,

From the long tortures that you think that she won’t overcome.

She found her way back and decided to run,

When she finally see for the very first time the beauty of the sun.

The tears are still there but she choose to drift away,

Thinking this is the last chance that she can say.

The worlds the are stuck inside of her waiting for the perfect time,

While you perfectly act out your crime.

“It’s over and I had enough.”

“I need to let it go even it will be tough.”

“This heartache of mine will be forever in my heart.”

“But I will choose to forget the love that you just torn apart.”

“Thank you for every single pain you made me feel.”

“Thank you for the love that I though it’s real.”

“I’ll find each pieces of me and built myself again.”

“And this time I promise myself not to choose PAIN.”