It was just a random red flag that I failed to see,
I was looking straight to your eyes while those signs secretly stabbed me.
I was clueless of it nonetheless aware that it’s true love.
In the end I was wrong and here I am letting go the last dove.
The last string of hope that everything will be ok.
That I can make me believe myself again all the things you always say.
When did it went wrong and why did this happened?
Do I really deserve this kind of end?
I was excitedly planning for our future together,
But little did I know, you don’t consider me as your forever.
I carried the burden on my own thinking that you’ll be with me in this journey,
But you just let me suffer while enjoying yourself for the others to see.
I just hope that someone will be there as I reached our goals in life,
I just hope that you have the same vision and there will be no rooms for lies.
I just hope that we are in the same page as we support each other.
I just hope that you’ll be the one that we’ll be with me forever.
But days passed by and you slowly let go of my hand,
You were there in front of me but I can’t feel your presence even if I demand.
You continued your life while letting me suffer all alone,
You were not there anymore even if I reach my life’s milestone.
You told me that together we’ll both suffer,
You told me that we’ll have our own happily ever after.
But you chose to leave in the middle of this journey,
You left me to carry every single burden purposely.
Our love supposed to be a support system,
A special connection that will help us to give solution for every problem.
But it became a cuff that gave us pain from forcing yourself to let go,
And in the end, I was left with painful marks from the person I thought my hero.
I let you go even if it pains me to see you that you’re ok like nothing happened,
I force myself to stand up despite of being really broken.
With tears continuously flowing down I force myself to smile between pain,
Because I believe that when the time is right, I will be ok again.
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