If someone ask me to go back, I’ll probably won’t,
In the same place where my heart ache the most, please just don’t.
A decade that I’d spent full of hope,
Ten years of feelings that was never been develop.
I saw that person bloom in the midst of stepping away,
As he close his eyes while stepping into my feelings as he choose his own way.
The firm grip of his hand from mine slowly started to lose,
And all I did is to stare at it while I was left without nothing to choose.
I was on the same place where he left me since then,
Waiting for him to come back as I count from one to ten.
But years had passed and no one came back,
And there I tried to come out in that room that were now tainted black.
I made my barriers strong that it will never crumble down,
As I decided to leave everything in my own hometown.
I started alone and fill my days with stuffs,
Ending my night by saying to myself that I need to be tough.
But one day suddenly a person came like it was fated,
Making me realized that I was never been unwanted.
He slowly intertwined our hands and assure that it will be ok,
To trust again as he drives my fears away.
There I realized the years I’d spent loving the same guy,
And the days I’d spent with series of cry.
The only way to make myself ready once right time comes,
The one who will always accept all of me and not some.
Being love by the one you love is indeed a magical thing,
A reminder that everything has its own timing.
It took me a long time to find the real one is,
But I’ll always be thankful to God for granting my only wish.
