I tried to reach out, but you were never here,
I called you so many times, but silence only brought me fear.
A love I thought would last, never really did exist,
Because in the end, our memories vanished like mist.
I thought everything was going well,
Because “I love you” were the words we’d always tell.
It felt perfect, and it seemed we’d stay like this forever,
Until the day we realized what we thought would end “never.”
I can feel the pain that slowly devours my heart,
Taking all my strength and tearing me apart.
I asked for help, knowing you were still here with me,
But you left long ago, and I failed to see.
I waited in the same place, hoping you’d return,
But it never happened, until everything went black and burned.
The truth slapped me hard, and made me realize one thing—
That there was never really an “us” from the very beginning.
I’m on my knees, praying, begging you to come back,
I promise I’ll fill the gaps where I used to lack.
Just please save me, because I can’t accept our story’s end,
Be with me again, I feel like I’m on the verge of dying, my friend.
Look at me in the eyes and tell me one last time,
Answer with the truth, and I promise I’ll be fine.
Did you really love me, or was it just a dream?
Am I the only one who expected love, or was that all it seemed?
Hold my hand, and I’ll look straight in your eyes,
Tell me everything, even all of your lies.
Help me realize and accept what’s real,
Even if it hurts, just tell me how you feel.
After this, I promise I won’t hope anymore,
I’ll close my eyes, and you can leave at the count of four.
I promise I’ll be okay, you’ll see me smile again,
Because this time, I realized that loving you just made me insane.
