I found myself. 

One day I asked myself “why did it happened?”
I thought doing and loving your job is more than enough to prove yourself. But in the end I still failed. I lose it in just one day.

I felt betrayed.
Maybe I’m not needed.
Maybe I’m not worth to keep.
Maybe I’m not that important.

Questions continuously banging my mind but answers are nowhere to be found. My plans are now gone. I don’t know where, when and how to start again. I felt like I was abandoned alone in a place where there’s no one to show you the way. The people that surrounds me continue their path while I felt clueless on what my next step will be. As the day goes by feeling like I’m still on the same page and not knowing what to do, then I realized something that made a big impact to me. While I was busy looking for answers, I forgot to ask myself “Am I ok?” After all these days, no maybe years, I forgot my own well-being. There I started to have hope again.

 My plans aren’t gone, and the answers to my questions are within me. This given time to me is not because of the reason that I’m left alone, but for me to ready myself for the bright future ahead. I was able to know myself more and give importance to it. I was wrong to think of those things because in fact…

I need myself.

I am worthy.

I am important.

In the quest of losing something, I found myself.