Have you ever experience of a sudden flow of sadness? It engulfed your senses, diving beneath your organs and targetted your heart? You felt the same hollowness of emotion, like what you’d felt before. It felt so real and fresh.
You just wanted to cry your heart out again, coz it consumes your whole being and you can’t handle it anymore. You felt clueless, coz time had passed but still you felt like it happened before.
The pain, heartaches and cries are still raw. The blood, stains and wounds are still there.
You remember how you’d been hurt before, coz it continuously haunts you. It never leaves you, coz you chose it to stay within yourself. You keep replaying all the memories although you’ll be responded by pains and agony.
Coz it is you. That’s how you deeply fell into someone’s life. Someone whom can not reciprocate it. You’d experience what other’s called “Hard Love”. And for now, you can’t do anything about it coz you’re still on the same page.
You keep trying to forget it, but you keep failing. And that keep you grounded and scared from everything. Everything that may hurt you the same way.
Working employee wherein blogging became my side hobby.
Creator of Living Her Own Life which aims to touch people’s heart and inspire them to achieve their own goals in life.
Writing has been my passion for almost 15 years. Last 2020, I made my very own website where I can share all of my thoughts and stories in life.