Everybody told her to stop and just give up,
Every person that she met belittle her while they laugh,
Every single thing that she cherishes slowly vanish like a dust,
Every one whom she trusted chose to run away fast.
Why it seems like nobody truly cares for her,
After all these years she’s just hoping everything to be better.
The failures and mistakes she overcome feels like nothing anymore,
That any efforts and sacrifices she’ll make will only be ignore.
She thought that there’s nothing that she can do alone,
From all the judgements that she hears until dawn.
It haunts her and made her feel that she’s nothing,
And just a nobody who’s not capable of doing anything.
That time help is nowhere to be seen,
She was hopeless and her life seems like a crime scene.
She keeps looking for an answer in this quest that she’s going through,
Thinking that it may stop as long as someone will believe her even if it’s few.
Until she realized that the answer is within her,
That she cannot find it anywhere even if she tries harder.
It is all about her in the very beginning,
But she just failed to see it as she focusses on losing everything.
When that day started changes came to her life like a blast,
She learned to trust herself and prioritized it as if it’s the last.
She found her fire again and start to stand up,
She works on building her foundation to prevent anyone to make her stop.
She heals all the wounds while reminding her the mistakes that she’d done,
This time, she’ll do it in the right way and will not choose to run.
She will not rely to someone and let her own self be her own teammate,
She will focus on challenges which she before failed to anticipate.
From all what she’d been through she chose to fight back again,
But this time she has courage and faith even if there’s still pain.
It is still not over as long because there’s no such thing as late,
And now is the perfect time to change again her own fate.
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