Insane 

I tried to reach out but you were never here,

I called you so many times but silence just gave me more fear.

A kind of love that I thought will last long never really exist,

Because in the end our memories we’re all gone like a mist.

I just thought that everything is going well,

Because “I love you” are the words we always tell.

It was all perfect and it seems like we will stay like this forever,

Until the day we realized that what we just thought will end up “never”.

I can feel the pain that slowly devours my heart,

Taking its strength and tear it apart.

I ask for help knowing you’re still here with me,

But you left long ago and I failed not to see.

I waited in the same place hoping you’ll come back,

But it never happens until all went black.

The truth slaps me and made me realized one thing,

That there’s no really us from the very beginning.

I’m on my knees praying and begging you’ll eventually come back,

Promise I’ll fill all the things I used to lack.

Just please save me coz I don’t want to accept our story’s ending,

Be with me again coz I feel I’m in the verge of dying.

Look at me in the eyes and tell me one last time,

Answer with the truth and I promise to be fine.

Did you really love me or was it all just a dream?

Am I the only one who’s expecting just like what is seems?

Hold my hand and I’ll look at you straight in the eyes,

Tell me everything even all of your lies.

Help me to realize and accept what the reality is,

Even I’ll be hurt big time just tell everything please.

After this I promise not to hope anymore,

I’ll close my eyes and you can leave at the count of four.

I promise to be ok and you’ll see me regain my smile again?

Because this time I realized that loving you just made me Insane.

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