It took me awhile to grasp what really happen,
For both of us who never thought of meeting our end.
It was just fine day when it all started,
And now our goodbye’s shows how it ended.
I was wrong to consider other’s opinion before yours,
I neglected your feelings and you were hurt the most.
My words became knife slowly making you bleed,
But you choose to hold on saying I’m the only one you need.
After so many times I pushed you away,
You never left but choose to stay.
Seeing you here in front of me holding my hand,
I whispered to God how thankful I am to meet this man.
You’re my escape place, safe haven and my little piece of happiness,
You’re the destined person who takes away every sadness.
But I can’t return to the past to correct everything I put you through,
With these faults I know I don’t deserve someone like you.
If I say sorry will things be back to the way it used to be?
Can I still hear your voice saying I love you to me?
Will I still have a chance to correct myself and start again?
Will we still fall in love even there’s nothing to gain?
Give me a chance to be a better person for you,
So, I can repay every love you gave to me too.
I’ll choose to genuinely be true to what I feel,
I’ll let all my worries and insecurities sealed.
My heart will be for you and fuck off what other people says,
We’ll come out stronger in any challenges we’ll face,
It will be you and me as we discover this journey together,
After seeing the reality I’ll choose to be your forever.
I’ll forever ask for a chance and forgiveness,
No matter how many ups and down I promise to be fearless.
To attain the love that I badly really wanted,
The same love that I’d taken for granted.
